Nine months ago every plan, dream and expectation I'd ever had in the past half decade was thrown out the window and my world was completely flipped around.
For years the obvious goals I had were to graduate college, find a job, get married, etc. Well slowly I began to realize I should have held on to some better aspirations for myself.
Back to square one with a degree and a continuing job as a waitress slinging out food and pushing brooms I was ready to escape.
Within a week I'd booked a 35- day excursion across Europe- alone. No friends or family just me and my soul in hopes of finding a purpose to my mundane life.
By the time I'd set off for Europe everything I was running from was a mere memory but it was too late for a refund so I pressed on and it was the best thing I had ever done in my life. And for the first time in years it was the most selfish and wonderful idea I ever saw through. Each day I developed a new friendship and a new sense of wonder for what all the world holds. Countless cultures, religions, languages and lifestyles that I'd never seen first hand, and that many more I have yet to see.
Since my return to the states I've done nothing but dream of the endless amounts of places I am going to visit next and when I'll be able to leave my hum drum job and this town. I had great expectations for my first "big girl job." Well folks, when something sounds too good to be true- it is! At least that was my mind set for the past four weeks as I thumbed through paperwork making useless copies and answering phone call after phone call and being falsely cheerful when greeting customers. Do I sound bitter yet? I swear I'm grateful to have a job, however, it is not at all what I envisioned myself doing at this point in my life.
Anyway, bright and early Monday morning as I'm cashing out the first customer of the day he engages me in the routine question round of my eventual career goals and dreams. So I give him my usual spill about dreams of editing and said, "Basically, I want to read for a living."
As I awaited the usual responses of sarcasm, pessimism or the occasional encouragement he surprised me by repeating what I said.
"Read books for a living."
I wasn't sure if he was mocking me or just trying to register why I'd said what I said.
"Funny you should say that because I wrote a book several years
ago and have been looking for someone to help me edit and revise it," he said.
My jaw literally hits the floor and I have to refrain from jumping up and down like a 10-year-old child and screaming "Yes!Yes!Yes!"
Now obviously this man isn't Nicholas Sparks (my favorite), and his book isn’t on the best seller’s list but this is a stellar resume opportunity. After all, a book is a book and they all need tweaking.
As calmly as I can, in that moment, I respond and tell him I'd love to assist him and look it over to the best of my rookie abilities.
My jaw literally hits the floor and I have to refrain from jumping up and down like a 10-year-old child and screaming "Yes!Yes!Yes!"
Now obviously this man isn't Nicholas Sparks (my favorite), and his book isn’t on the best seller’s list but this is a stellar resume opportunity. After all, a book is a book and they all need tweaking.
As calmly as I can, in that moment, I respond and tell him I'd love to assist him and look it over to the best of my rookie abilities.
He leaves to carry on about his day
and I remain with a phone number, a name and a befuddled expression on my face.
So, that was my week. Obviously I call
him and he will be sending me a file of the book soon and at some point I will
be an editor of sorts. I will glorify the position because it is a step in the
right direction and one step closer to my eventual goals and that is all I
could ask for at this time my in life.
I just thought you should all keep
in mind not to get too downhearted about your current situation. Life has its
funny way of working things out and throwing curve balls and we only catch them
when we least expect it. We also have to hit the bottom to find our way to the top, right?
Patience is a virtue, and it is definitely not one every person possesses! Here is
a meme that was shared with me by the most positive person I know and some days it really was the only
thing that kept me going (yes, I know it sounds ridiculous). Have a good
weekend, readers! Yamas!!!
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